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Someday, in Cincinnati

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(idea) by prole (2.1 d) (print)   ?   (I like it!) Fri Jul 21 2000 at 4:03:51

the daydreams are still here
and that's something.
curiosity is eating at me, driven down by loathing for chores
i don't want to hurt anymore
but i have to do the things that are my design.
buses cost money
but still, i'll be there
skinny in black
waiting for a kiss.
who will receive my lips?
he is infinity in my mind.
he is god.
i can't know what ends my fervent desires will attain
the electric yowl of his call may wake me
or i may sleep forever beneath the tree of my wish.
lying here, i will wait
making excuses
for a doomed message that will end me,
more pressing concerns of here and now
i have willfully subjugated.
once again, like the silent line of my family tree,
i wait and all my mothers with me.
power comes not from love
but from learning to ignore that sadistic horomone.
i know,
but i will never learn.

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