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She remembers the stars

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(person) by WolfDaddy (13 hr) (print)   ?   (I like it!) 1 C! Fri Jun 29 2001 at 18:42:18

"What's that cloud in the sky?"
"That's not a cloud, that's The Milky Way"
"What's that?"
"Well, you know what the sun is, right?"
"Yeah."
"Well, The Milky Way is a whole bunch of suns. They're just so far away that they look like a big, milky cloud. In fact, a long time ago someone looked up up in the sky and thought that someone, some god, had spilled milk in the sky."
"Dad?"
"Mmm hmm?"
"Is that really what happened?"
"I don't know. Maybe."

"Wow"


She doesn't remember that conversation, nor many others that we had during the ten-year span I was the biggest man in her life.

She has a legal father now, not the one who abandoned her, but the one that adopted her when her mother got re-married. She has his name ... he is, and always has been, Dad.

And as she grows closer to the age of eighteen, any legal or societal duties I might be called upon to perform as her godfather become less and less.

She doesn't remember calling me Dad, but she remembers the stars.

I know. On a recent, all too brief visit ...

I caught her looking.

Wow


(idea) by etouffee (6.5 hr) (print)   ?   (I like it!) Wed Mar 24 2004 at 5:59:14

Her version of the summer sky was
flawed
She discussed constellations that did not exist
as we sat in my backyard
leaning forward on unsteady lawn chairs

Always on the edge of our seats

Her version of our late nights was
sketchy
Though I remember every rustle of drape, every fingertip
the owls in the woods and the smell of magnolias

She tells people she remembers everything
I remember her expression
focused, with one hand pointing skyward

Always expectant and hopeful~~~
pointing

Over there




for Chras4, by request


printable version
chaos

Your crumbling nuclear families Sometimes when I hold a child I can feel my life grow long we make lights to answer the stars Would you mind terribly if I kissed you now?
Things you can tell just by looking at her We kissed like we had never tasted lips I remember the stars and a thousand colors Kafka's written kisses
Exactly old enough, exactly young enough How can I need kisses I have never felt? the trash of dreams and the unspoken misgivings Kiss the wounds clean with lies
You, smoking a cigarette, and me dreaming of stars My stuff is everything and baby can't touch my stuff The sparkle of this angled blossoming was invading the Earth, and Vug said, "It's spring!" I kissed him. kiss, even
Two stick figures leaning towards each other, heads touching How might a star taste? Streetlights melt the stars Remember those stinging velvet petunias?
Missed me, missed me, now you gotta kiss me had Each first kiss is special, if you choose long, slow, deep, soft, wet kisses that last three days
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