Catch my tumbling thoughts and place them next to a spoon

i stood on the edge of your cup and looked down into the 
shady darkness of a nearly translucent liquid that seemed to 
eminate a d r ear y calm

i  f
    e
      l
       l  from the rim and splashed into the putrid substance
the way you laughed at me just now was so..                              familiar
i swear i knew before the words left your lips that 
they would sting and burn to the core of my green eye

the darkness has settled around us but i sit here awake
pondering the way this day unfolded much like the way
your smile permeates a cloudy day with it's intensity
not that this day held such things, more that I am   
       
                      lost
in t
    u m     n 
        bli   g  thoughts